Leader or Follower?

That's the question that's in my mind as of right now. I know that i am leader to a certain extent.but i kinda find my self following not people but things and idea's. Do that makes since yes no maybe so? Like I love Marketing but i found myself wanting to do music marketing because my friends do music. Also i found myself wanting to do Fashion marketing because my friends did fashion. Or maybe i just like both. Same thing i want to say with Fashion. Will not fashion but I DONT KNOW. I am writing with out thinking because idk. lol. Just know at the end of the day the Leader is in control and the follower just follows. Sad ''SMH''